Alohaaaaa! =]
hehe, you know that feeling? Everything is going perfect, you're happy. It's all going the way it should go. But you're starting to get that feeling, that something is gonna go wrong. really wrong. Then you're trying to figure out: What could possibly go wrong?!
You're wishing it's not gonna steal away you're happiness. But you can't figure out what it is. So you're walking around happy, but deep inside you know it's not gonna last very long.
That sucks you know! That feeling is making the time you're happy (that isn't gonna last long) less happy.
Of course you know deep inside what it is about. It's probably something/someone you wanted very badly. You're happy cause you got it. But you know you're gonna lose it eventually in a way. You already knew that before you got it. But it didn't stop you from wanting it. Unfortunally.
So let me get this straight. You're happy because you got what you wanted, but during that happiness you already knew that the thing that caused your happiness is gonna be gone any second. So the thing that caused your happiness is gonna destroy your happiness?
That's not making any sence. But it's also making a lot of sence.
So. I don't know what I wanted to reach with this.
But you don't always have to reach something.
I just wanted to share! =]
Luvvvvvv <333333333333333333333333
Can't say I've ever experienced this, as I've always gotten stuck at the "wanting it badly" stage. The "being happy 'cause you got it" part never occured.
BeantwoordenVerwijderenStill want to wish you good luck though, hoping you'll make the right decision for yourself in the end, to get yourself to this eternal bliss.
<3.
I know how you feel..
BeantwoordenVerwijderenHappy right now.. but waiting for the "thing" to destroy my happiness..:(
Love
That's so fucked up hè..?
BeantwoordenVerwijderenAnd you can't do anything to stop it.
It's gonna happen and you know it.
Love <3
it's the fear of falling... very common and totally SUCKS ASS!
BeantwoordenVerwijdereni am with you on this subject hun, and it is very smart to stick to what you know. but sometimes you just gotta let go a little.. or try at least..
doesn't mean you should turn into a naive little girl or anything, don't get me wrong here. :)
i wish you all the best. <3
Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember.
BeantwoordenVerwijderenor....... as Jean Jacques Rousseau (1712 - 1778) wrote: "Happiness is a good bank account, a good cook and a good digestion". HAHAHAHAHA.
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